Idol shock as humiliated fan dies of overdose

by generaldecay | November 13, 2008 at 11:14 am
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A Paula Abdul fan, who was publicly humiliated during an audition for American Idol, has been found dead outside the talent show judge’s home.

Is this an unfortunate side-effect, or a damning indictment of the effects of this particularly brutal and cruel form of 'entertainment'? I'm certainly not fan of reality TV, but I really despise Pop Idol and the like because it seems to me that such programmes deliberately set out to humiliate people. Many of the people I've seen on these shows (the few times I've watched them) are, undoubtedly, delusional, but I think they're also probably more vulnerable than many of the rest of us.

Paula Goodspeed, who was mocked for wearing braces on her teeth on the hit TV programme, died of a suspected drug overdose on Tuesday evening, in a car parked next to Ms Abdul’s gated mansion in Sherman Oaks.

A picture of the 1980s pop star was hanging from the rear view mirror, and police reported that a large quantity of prescription drugs was found on the back seat of the vehicle, which had the personalised number-plate: "ABL LV."

Ms Goodspeed’s death gives the makers of Idol, America’s most popular TV show, serious pause for thought regarding the treatment of the thousands of unsuccessful contestants kicked off the programme each year.

The 30-year-old had appeared on the show back in January 2006, after travelling from Los Angeles to Austin in Texas for an audition. Viewers saw her dressed in a garish pink tracksuit and performing the Tina Turner ballad Proud Mary. In a pre-audition interview with the show’s host, Ryan Seacrest, Ms Goodspeed admitted to being a "really big fan" of Abdul, and said she spent her free time creating life-size drawings of the star.

Unfortunately, her singing failed to impress the judges. Abdul declared herself "speechless," after Goodspeed's performance, adding: "that’s not a good thing." Fellow pundits Simon Cowell and Randy Jackson mocked her appearance.

"I don’t think any artist on Earth could sing with that much metal in their mouth anyway," said Cowell. "You have so much metal in your mouth, it’s like a bridge!... How did she get through the metal detector? It must have gone crazy."


The contestant's response:

A month after the audition was aired, Ms Goodspeed used her MySpace page to talk about the criticism she'd received, complaining that she had found it hard to deal with the “awful things” said about her. She also claimed to be hugely upset by criticisms aired by bloggers who had watched the show, but added that she still had a “secret crush” on Abdul, whom she called “beautiful.”

Poor girl.

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Jarrett Martineau

A tremendously sad story. Thanks for this post.

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generaldecay

You're welcome, Jarrett. It really struck a cord with me.

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Amy Judd

This is so sad - I don't agree with shows like American Idol at all.

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generaldecay

Amy, neither do I. I thought they were absolutely wretched when they started and they've become significantly more cruel as they've evolved.

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Amy Judd

It's true - they have just gotten worse! I suppose they have to to keep the 'ratings' up. Sigh.

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AlvarezGalloso

I consider American Idol a programme worth cancelling.

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generaldecay

I don't think that'll happen any time soon - the ratings are much too high.

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matte

in many countries there is  movement away from bullying, which is what this is.

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Paschen

Yet it may be brutal and be on comprehension and still so very popular with the public and the contestant. Maybe a little masochistic human nature.

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Tomitheos

I agree with Jarrett this is a tremendously sad story; reading further in the details of the incident, the victim seemed to have wanted the world to be shocked in the way that the event unfolded.  Many contestants have turned their negative fame into a profitable one despite their rejection.. one thing is for sure: fame is a strange bedfellow and not for everyone.

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Jennings David L

Thanks for the report.  It is a sad commentary on reality TV

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Mikasi

I feel bad for this woman on a couple of fronts. That she was unstable enough to be so vulnerable is sad. It's sadder still that someone with such a shaky foundation should be Pearl Harbored in front of someone she idolized. Man, she must have felt like crap.

On the bright side, I am sure that some "reality" show wannabe producer is working on some other idiotic concept, perhaps one that involves tire irons to the knee caps of media jerks. Being a fan of karma and irony I'd be sure to catch at least one episode.

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reno_fog

well reported

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PEP

These shows are the equivalent of Roman coliseums and gladiators. It seems that culturally, the world has regressed. In parts of Asia, horse fighting is becoming bigger.

Pain,fear, humiliation, and even death, with promise of some payback for someone. That's all it takes to keep the masses occupied in times of turmoil. The Romans knew this--give them bread and circuses.

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Rhonda J Mangus

Thanks for this story, generaldecay. Let us hope that "Ms Goodspeed’s death gives the makers of Idol, America’s most popular TV show, serious pause for thought regarding the treatment of the thousands of unsuccessful contestants kicked off the programme each year."

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teohyc

Why is it that some people have to take things so seriously?

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talentedchimp

While this is sad, I don't think anyone is to blame (Except perhaps the puerile cult of celebrity and it's concomitant adoration and ass-kissing, and the urban myth that any talentless moron can be famous and get easy money and an easy life if they can just get an opportunity!), certainly not the producers, who are merely satisfying our sadistic/masochistic schadenfreude, not the presenters, who are merely commenting on her realistic chances of becoming a star regardless of what disillusioned ideas she has about her talents, inculcated by the silly idea that we can't tell anyone the truth that they can't do something because we don't want to hurt their feelings.

The comment about the braces was a little mean, but if you can't take someone being a little mean, you shouldn't be in show business anyway.

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kate

Awful story. These shows are just cruelty in motion.

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Christina 123

Terribly sad, however there is a significant number of borderline mentally ill people turning up for these auditions, what can the judges do?

 

Agree they shouldn't make special shows mocking them.

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