Thing of him, her, and me of local train 40min homecoming

It takes the express encompassed by the evening glow from Shinjuku Station of the clamour during one hour. 
Born and grow up..town..decline..station..get off..best friend..house..toward..walk.
No.16 in national road to which fluorescent lamp of cold convenience store lightly shines. 
After best friend's wedding, walking on this road : after an interval of about ten years. 
However, there is very not a deep emotion because it leaves home and it had gone out of this town just like in the autumn of 14 either. 
It breaks .."Hideout stick pomade" that the transistor radio blares out through a thin window.. ..the corner of A part... 
It is encompassed by silence as if noisiness in the Main Street was a phantom as soon as having depressed it to the residential quarter covered with the becoming empty shops by one step. 
Things become in the round quietly and with surprising swiftness as having woken out of a dream up ..in the dark... 

I stop the foot and set the cassette of the sound track of the movie to which it repeatedly listens in the headphone stereo at 14. 
It stands up in me so that a far memory of every day may bubble. 
Own foolishness and people …… in daily life of irritation who did not understand each other. 
It is in the head and the burning memories do not have ..satisfactory.. massage. 

His parents welcome ten years ago, kooky straw, and us when arriving at the house of the best friend in the next with my house before. 
Parents of ..intellectual.. Care are the people in me who was the nose switch in the vicinity in the childhood who only improve it though are improper people. a rough locality
Because his of good natured person parents have fairly become small, it shakes and I notice the thing that loneliness is clearly carved in the reeled smile even to such where. 
I do not think that the sorrow is healing though there is aging, too. 
One family who is facing end. 
I feel the pain with a little pain in the chest. 
I cannot shake off the smell of the death from this house where I am welcomed. 

It is said that take supper when it tries to match the hand to best friend's picture of the deceased, and to return. 
There is no thing that I can make even if treated so much courteously. 
Therefore, it is said that beef was obtained from the department store for me, and is detained though I wanted to return by all means. 

An old photograph of the family taken a picture of in the portrait studio when passed through living where Mies van der Rohe's sofa and the picture and BOSE of Basquiat exist. 
He in the photograph is 14 years old in the frosty head. 
If it is not possible to associate, it is a Bacabaca black look. 
Only that child's photograph, such face, and Mr. bag laugh by the troubled brow a little. 
I am a shy fellow and how to talk is recalled, and only a little with a smile. ..unchastity spoiled.. pass about and him

The best friend was born in Milan. 
His father handled the design of the ship and mother was handling the import of modern furniture respectively. 
We : changed our school to a public junior high school to which I went from the private middle school in Kobe by him when in the first grade of junior high-school I. 
Man who went to the junior high school with the holding in one's mouth cigarette was a popular person always being surrounded by many people, and it was commended to graduation by mathematics, Baske, and the oil painting by three degrees and prefectures. 
There was frequently a thing that boiled to teacher's unjust violence to the student because he was a boy that it was gentle and the sense of justice is strong though the teacher counted on such him. 
The best friend thoroughly brandished the just argument, and the teacher was enticed and when raising it, his cruel eye difference classroom was ruled completely. 
The teacher was powerless ahead of the logic of him who did not have the chance. 
I remember to have become taciturn as even defects who usually throw out the chair to the teacher and rage were frozen of everyone, too well. 

Such..all..person..level..nothing..straight..do..house..every evening..play..come.
Only it told the story of a heroic episode each other, soul music, and the felt sick fellow until the morning while listening to the album of hundreds of pieces while our sharing the cigarette every evening. 
However, my foolishness was a cause every day of such us, and a certain day ended suddenly. 
Seemingly, man like a complex etc. who doesn't allow it to feel in the not a bit :. The dialect and the frosty head worried close. 
I foolishly bought hair dye from the anxiety to him for my room and was putting it casually. 
I at that time am inexcusable now even though it is in the second grade of junior high-school even if it recalls it. 
The best friend has returned only by listening to A respect of Doors's second album without a small word on that night. 
He and I leave junior high school for one year afterwards without the thing to exchange a few words, and we go on to a separate high school.

I did not succeed with the family in childhood. 
I was not able to be more and more in the house when it went on to a private high school in Tokyo, Kane came to hang to play, the suspension disposal was received, and the college entrance qualification of the attachment was lost. 
Therefore, I stayed and came to send the living where it walked the room and the byte fellows of similar circumstances to get acquainted in Shibuya and Shinjuku ahead. 
It was still good in summer though the bed was not found. 
Because it came out if it calls who it is. 
It was the worst in winter. 
It stood in the street corner only by one person because I had not wanted to return to the house hungrily very no matter how the wind was cold. 
There was not Kane either. 
It kept walking in what wind when it wanders about in neon without whereabouts and I walking to the dark cloud while thinking only about might die. 
The best friend showed up by chance in the stand the byte ahead with the motorcycle in spring in the second grade of high-school when such a living was sent, and it temporarily returned to home, and we came also to listen to Music from me by two people. 

Day of Independence Day. 
We went to the hot rod show held in the parking lot on the U.S. military residence ground to play by hanging it with companions in local. 
In the hall where Giragiraed customized cars gathered, many girls and we who were hanging around in the attitude such as the reactionary of some complexes or Establishment with American soldiers as the same age were. 
There was now and then a girl like them in the town where I grew up, and they never talked to the parties ,in a word, to the Japanese other than the companion. 
Sickness feelings had been treated, and the same sex and adults were despising extracurricular activities to there was not a wonderful reason either them who were more greatly sexier than the classmate who was raising heat as school regulations were unnatural assuming that absolutely also us ..them... 
I think that it is because their existence makes us feel that it is young when thinking now. 
Anita who was chugalugging it was found with the recognition of ..ignorance.. surroundings the best friend and me though there had very to have been no place in which it changed even of how many the best friend and my having a chew of gum in such girls who were precocious the cough syrup. 

We quarreled the stop of the companion without caring with American soldiers, invited ..managing.. Anita and the friend, slipped out the crowded hall at Independence Day, and went to the lake to see the star partly because of power to drink in under hot weather the day that met Anita and 20 G and T or more. 

I get drunk and have been returning to myself abruptly though was two -person groups best friends when arriving at the lake of the evening with the friend of Anita whom Anita and I are near by the height 180cm, and not bad atmosphere for of each. 
Little .."It was a family who was not able to be together though did not hate" while deterioration.., and it was possible to talk about the relation though it was persuaded by the best friend and it returned to home. 
The friend of Anita who was bored with me only of looking up at the stars in the lake of the night taciturnly left the kiss that it smells like the dryness of the chewing gum and the marihuana of the spearmint that the American soldier was some day biting, returned to companions' places, and it listened to music by me. 

  The best friend and Anita would have a long talk in two hours, and good thing Kime returned, and had a long talk about the whisky of one every three people by us while drinking the loincloth. 
  Anita was a girl of the half spoken even if it spoke in the presence by eyes that looked at the distance. 
Anita's mother was doing other party's of the American soldier drinking house. 
It was said that it would follow a procedure for the marriage, and father who was drinking house's guest returned to the own country, and never returned. 
Still, Anita's mother believed the thing taken out from this local city not rapidly done to the country of freedom because Hacgenhei came back some time, and named the name of the foreigner who said to her by Anita. 
When summer always came when the story of Anita who spoke indifferently was heard by the tone of such a thing to be precocious, we understood things of women who were romping about on the pool side in the other side of American soldiers and wire nets ..no.. and the thing that not was was noticed. 
It is in eye difference awake and the nature with which the make-up that it seems to be able to steam and fragrant of a strong perfume that was to have become it is tight is colored. 
Anita, best friend, and I. 
Independence Day, July 4. 
Three people were 17 years old, and it just started in summer. 


The recession only in the story of TV with as waiting when the high school graduation approached closely became our realities. 
Though it went well we relations between three people, Huge..autoworker..place..subcontract..come..town..railway track..other side..factory..close..rumor..nervously.
The shutter came to close the store when a familiar shop disappeared fast as we were driving the car around by unlicensed, and the convenience store opened to an empty tenant newly and to remain being being shut if the auto factory in the other side of the railway track was actually closed, and everyone was gone. 

A most, of our town young fellows got only the job that looked like parents and brothers. 
Because it is not compelled of whom, it is automatically so as it doesn't know the method where only it is effective. 
The companion of me who grew up in the subcontract of the auto factory also was closed the factory, was not found work, and got irritated. 
I was not atmosphere in the house with finally, became if the suspension disposal of indefinite and leaving school before graduation were done through necessity, and went out of towns of us with whom a powerless feeling and irritation had been filled. 
House..go out..life..chase..before long..best friend..Anita..local..companion..associate..estranged..become.

Anita got dead drunk to the yakitori shop the byte ahead at night of certain and it appeared. 
She says that she will want you to put it on my room for a while. 
Anita was conceiving best friend's child. 
When Anita informs mother of the conceived thing, mother hits her, and American soldiers who were familiar in her mother's shop grasp the bat, chase the best friend, and say that it becomes silent by she whose best friend who has passed is a lover and his family and disappeared The University of Tokyo. 
Anita wants to be also same as mother in the apartment of me of the rent 20,000 yen I, to kill father who doesn't come back, and ..hysteric.. ..seeming coming Ti it.. if not becoming a toy of men like mother. I
It sobbed unfairly had the encounter only of me why to such eyes when and exhausted. 
｢I think it is certainly unfair. However, with neither power whose it is no use of the grief for the unfair one to oppose the misfortune because of it nor the vision that cuts the future open｣It was not such a word that wanted to hear from you when I said me she, and shouted it. 
After that, I was not able to find "Servant's role" that she said because it was away for a long time even though it was shouted very much, and it was abused with two people though I kept being shouted to the daybreak vicinity by her who got wounded because of the betrayal. 

Anita gave birth to best friend's child from it four months after when landing a position three months later. 
The photograph where we three people were reflected was put, and she went out of my room silently though I presented at the birth. 
  One year later, I found Anita who extended over Harley Daviddoson with the bikini to the cover of the motorcycle magazine in the bookstore. 

  Roppongi..foreigner..other party..club..bartender..day..money..work..novel..make..birthday..night..word processor..toward..several..after an interval of..telephone..ring.
The telephone was from the police. 
Five people beat, break the windshield with the iron pipe by the party in local where the signal was found the American soldier's who was turning running after best friend's thing, taking a Japanese woman in the passenger's seat of the convertible, and being waited, drag, lower two people by the debt, the woman is violated in the presence that sees, and the American soldier is said that keeping hurting was killed with the knife. 

I met again to hear the story with Anita to whom the summons had been similarly put out in the police in local that had been called after an interval of one year. 
Anita had gotten on argent Chevrolet. 
When is not gotten in the gravure model of the magazine, and naked work was started, it is said that it becomes a popular person, a lot of good friends can also do, and it will marry the cameraman next year. 
When she said that I was writing a novel, she kept persistently saying that she laughed, rolled, and introduced the editor with a good relations. 
The best friend who finished questioning there went out of the interrogation room when I who felt arrogance in her objection was cutting off the offer many times. 

It is not about the anxiety, and I am also friends' having violated it before things, and ask an expression best friend who sophisticates Anita and the crime as having turned into some other person by the tone that does whether it is the joke. 
, saying that "Now ..what.. ..coming..". 

The best friend answered in the tone with good affability like adults from whom we knew old times well, "The training of the brim was taken in the educational institution of the Ground Self-Defense Force in Sapporo", and passed the business card to Anita and me. 
Anita kept speaking for what not to have existed either so that the best friend should not notice anything though the ring shone in the ring finger of Anita who received the business card. 
Former associate..matter..call..police station..lobby..happy..next year..wedding..this..town..give..attend..speak..best friend..child..production..see..cameraman..marry..Anita..who..become..notice.
I felt arrogance in the offer of Anita of introducing friend's editor, and abhorred carelessness of me a little while ago. 

And, today ten years ago. 
Doricam flowed to the reception hall of the best friend who was listening to the John Lee hookah until the morning while sharing one cigarette, and bride's superior was singing Miki Imai by karaoke. 
There is no appearance of Anita, and you kept changing, and being said by few left friends who met again to me for a while at the time of meeting that I seem to have aged at a dash. 
In the bouquet of blessing, the flash, applause, and the smile seeing and I who had kept taciturnly drinking sake nothing but single-mindedly thought, and "I do not want to become happy". 
Friends' before, that I changed appearances that had not changed too much were fears in me. 

It separated from the party with the ruddy face to face the post-party party, and I was walking in No.16 in the national road toward one person and the station when I ended the reception. 
Argent Chevrolet passed on the side of me who got exhausted while giving the groan at a blistering speed. 
Child's cry like the scream was heard in the car at the moment. 
The Chevrolet of ..turning around.. argent was waited for the taxi in the pavement, and was thrust in the pavement like aiming and having clarified the group of the becoming it full dress in the being beastly drunk, and exploded to the refueled large-scale trailer in a stand as it is thrusting it. 
When the corpse of the woman who left the ring for basket shoes and the ring finger for children in the Chevrolet that blazed up, burnt, and scorched was found, I thought that the one that seemed that any I who was not able to have being not able possession anywhere valued it and the all were burnt down. 

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It unloads at the desire of father of the best friend who throws out one's back out by me who finishes supper with deceased best friend's parents and was not able to have a heavy thing now. 
..usual.. I'm sorry, and when it is brushed to accumulate in the corrugated cardboard, only you are gone, it sleeps, and the request thing is said from , Kobe to here by best friend's parents it is possible to be done readily after it moves. 
Supper..reward..say..best friend..house..go out.

The inside and I of a return packed train recalled best friend's photograph of the Kobe age that was reflected as the smile of man who found it to an old corrugated cardboard and companions whom I did not know. 
The smile of the whole face was floated in the photograph that had completely grown yellowish, it had not been refined yet, and the high school boy who noted it with a man of 50 passing who was using carrying in the car got to words when laughing in one person mind and rolling to him when it was a virgin, and I got off at the station where I lived. 

The final check of scenario that does roll out next Monday after it comes home. 
Work is finished by the morning 4:30. 
"Realize of Paris" is read through while drinking the ram after the cigarette is noticed to be run out, it runs in the convenience store, the cigarette and the shaving cream are bought, and it comes home. 
It notices in the light of the morning glow that gives the groan when shutting a book only by one person and inserts it, and a narrow dining goes mad and notices the thing that has been dyed in red like. 
The alarm clock is set in AM 09:30 after it buys slowly and the sneaker for running that should be substituted is prepared in the door and it goes to bed while listening to the Stray Cats.