Day 164: Little p

12/06/2008

I still have no idea what I’m allergic to and what’s causing this rash on my face and ears. I’m getting quite paranoid about people staring at me and asking about it. I can see their eyes travelling over my face while they’re talking and see the cogs turning in their heads; is it normal, should they mention it, is it catching, etc. I haven’t felt this self conscious about my appearance since my ‘acne years’. So much so that I didn’t go along to the farewell-slash-birthday drinks at lunch-time.

This little pill is supposed to be my saviour (although I don’t see how, it’s tiny!) and on the advice of others, I’m double dosing...