My old best-friend Doug would say i'm being paranoid delusional with the following but i have no alternative explanation other than outright apathy. But even that does not explain the consistent rejection and dismissal of editors and key readers of people/organizations who should, by their stated goals/objectives/values, be fast allies. The almighty Buck (dollar) is their god. They seem to be more interested in scamming the public to believe their twisted 'truth' / view of reality. It's Satanic.
Tim Rifat would have you believe only his crystals have the power to rid you of demons / Satanic influence but doesn't that remind you of 'famous last words'? False prophet. Satanic payroll.
Jay Weidner would normally sound less extreme and more interested in 'revealing the Truth' but quite recently, he's endorsed Tim so i have no choice but to label: false prophet. Satanic payroll.
David Icke is also endorsed by Jay but more so than Tim. They've made a video together discussing 'revelations', 'truth', and more so again: false prophet. Satanic payroll.
Rael is the founder of a new religion called the Raelian Religion. It's 'alien' based, pushes human cloning, and 'genius' leadership (based on IQ). Now i'm not necessarily against human cloning (i figure if you have the resources to clone yourself, why automatically restrict your DNA in the gene-pool?) But i am against using cloning for military purposes, automatically assuming 'geniuses' will be better leaders (high IQ does not guarantee good leadership qualities), and the assumption powerful aliens have affiliated themselves with Rael exclusively. It's questionable at least. Scammer. False prophet. Satanic payroll.
Riley would have you believe the 'end of the world' will happen around 2012. He's selling tickets, in the form of one-page artwork, to willing 'passengers'. Those will be space-lifted, before the tumultuous end, to safety. 8| And i have some swampland in Florida you also might be interested in. GMAFB. (Love the guy but..) Scammer. False prophet. Satanic payroll.
Noetic Institute should be a place where i can publish my writings.. But an editor there recently rejected my writings without the common decency of reading them. They'll publish you if you have a PhD following your name and you endorse conventional idiotic dogma (such as the Standard Model in physics). 8| The fact the Standard Model is Satanically inspired and they reject outright publishing the War for Meaning (a fight against Satan) indicates to me: Satanic payroll.
Physics departments across the world are refuges for the Standard Model and Satanic infiltration. It sounds crazy, delusional, paranoid,.. but the simple truth of the matter is: the Standard Model (the conventionally accepted model of particles and interactions) is essentially Satanically inspired. It draws us away from God; it separates us from God; it alienates us from God. With the Standard Model and quantum cosmology, we don't need God to explain anything! The upthrust, the outcome, is denial of God.
Typically evolution and biology departments are targeted by fundamentalist Christian groups as 'sanctuaries of evil'. i think of evolution as a God-guided process to create (apparently) intelligent life. ;) So i don't 'jump on the bandwagon' dismissing all science to be corrupted by Satan: just physics through the Standard Model.
What i propose as alternative is the divinely inspired Other Model. God is core to this model and because critical features have engineered characteristics, i deduce our Grand Lady is actually a sophisticated Engineer beyond comparison. :) So the Other Model recognizes Her as Author of our universe. :)
The Other Model equally explains all features of physical nature but without dependency on virtual (unreal) particles. It proposes a unified framework of real particles and interactions based on two things: charged anti-photons and curved space-time. These are minimally sufficient to explain electromagnetism, gravitation, gravitational time-dilation, strong force, and relativistic effects integrally. The Other Model is distinctly testable (otherwise it would not be part of science).
The Other Model was arrived at through divine inspiration, has God at its core, deduces some properties of God, and above all - recognizes God as Creator, integral to creation and life.
.. For 30-odd years i have studied physics and engineering independently, formally, and informally .. i have approached all those listed above humbly, respectfully,.. giving them a chance to interact with me humbly, respectfully,.. but most of the time - all i get is - "dead air" (indifference, apathy,..) And why should they care? They're busy pushing some agenda, product, service, or world-view .. Physicists mostly care about job-security - like anybody else .. Why should they care when i affront their world-view, their Standard Model .. i know i cannot expect anyone to care .. But they should give the courtesy to listen/read (instead of casually dismiss as the Noetic Institute does). Doug tells me "why should they even listen?" The Other Model does not reinforce their position; it does not increase their job-security; there's no motivation (other than respect for science) for them to listen .. But we have come to a crossroads in physics: 1. promote the faltering status quo 2. examine viable alternatives. Don't we have an obligation as true scientists to examine viable alternatives especially when the Standard Model is nigh catastrophic failure? We need to respect science by thoroughly examining viable alternatives when conditions dictate/indicate there is a need. Now is such a critical time; now is when we need to thoroughly examine viable alternatives and the Other Model is one.
Is the world-view i push so bereft of value? So tasteless, so low-class, so insane, so based on paranoid delusion that no conventional physicist can dedicate a few moments of their time to seriously consider it? It can't be about meaning because the world-view promotes the most meaningful future i can envision .. Perhaps some of the indifference 'directed at me' (the lack of response to my attempts to interact) is rooted in class. i'm a middle-class boy from a mundane social circle; there's nothing royal/special about my lineage. i'm certainly not part of any elite group but 'my ideas' are more revolutionary than Christ's were in Rome: God is personal empowerment; She is your personal Liberator; and, She can be your Inspiration .. i have approached churches (my mother's Catholic church) and the Pope .. But my ideas are 'more than Christian' (more than just forgiveness - for self and others..): it's about God as Spouse (Wife / Husband) .. Yui laughs at this - how can an entity be husband/wife to multitudes all at the same time for every person in history? i reply: "not just humans but whales, dolphins, and any creatures (artificial / natural) that have a certain level of awareness", but people just don't get it (or want to 'get it'). God is Love. God is Empowerment. God is Inspiration. All (good) things are possible with God.
How can you explain to a blind person (someone blind from birth) what it's like to see/meet a woman who inspires you .. Your heart pounds, just to be near them, your mind goes 'out the window', you stutter, stammer, they brush against you, your heart skips a beat,.. And you see all of this (even your own idiocy) with your own eyes: your body, the nose between your eyes, your shoulders, the arms hanging down from them,.. All of these visual perceptions validate your impression: you're crazy about them. You know you exist and they are the center of your universe; they are your universe. It's the same as trying to describe to someone who's never fallen in love; they can't relate; they can't understand; they can't connect to the concept.. Both Doug and Yui cannot relate because both are non-spiritual. Even my mother cannot relate because she can only connect to God through Jesus and Mary .. We all see God how we need/want to see Her .. In this sense, i must respect everyone's need but i also must respect Her and Her singular need to be acknowledged. The only way for me to reconcile this is with/through these essays ..
So it's more than just the Other Model i push, more than just a world-view, more than a novel relationship to God,.. i myself Hate to label for two reasons: i was labeled most of my childhood and younger years and raised/educated against labeling. So i must apologize for labeling those above as being on the Satanic payroll. Somewhat in jest and somewhat in earnest i did that .. But how can i reconcile world-views that don't seem to jive with the one that accompanies the Other Model? If someone is pushing crystals, 'truth' you must pay for, membership in a religion (declared or not), or the obviously faltering Standard Model, do i idly stand by while they increase their own personal wealth at the 'unforgivable' price of human hope?
i have a moral obligation to raise awareness, let people know about the Other Model (at the same time, the deficiencies/dangers of the Standard Model), and point out when others exploit human hopes for personal gain. Riley does this with his 'tickets', Rael with his 'religion', David, Jay, and Tim - with their version of 'the truth', the Noetic 'institute' and all university physics departments with their pushing of the Standard Model. It's a scam; it's deception; and it's wrong.
.. i don't question the physics (of the Other Model - how can i question divine inspiration?), but i wonder about human willingness to listen, have the patience required, and care about waste of hope, inspiration, creativity,.. on projects associated with 'vindicating' the faltering Standard Model .. Can we afford to throw away hope? Inspiration? Creativity? On something fundamentally wrong? .. All i know is it's Sin for me to sit idly by while my brothers, sisters, and their children get deceived/scammed by artful con-artists.. Sin.. And so i write, i hope, and i pray..