Tragic Reflections / Selfish Intentions

As a former paramedic I saw many deaths related to pills, both from recreational use and suicide. I've always felt like, if these people weren't thinking with a blurred mind ,the outcome may not have been so tragic. No one uses drugs recreationally with the intention of death, they are just blurred by the anticipation of the high. If people who commited suicide had a chance to think with a clear mind they may still be a live. Personally I feel both suicide and accidential overdose is the most selfish way someone could die. That is what I wanted to portray with this photo.