I Feel I Have Not Lived A Real Life

You know sometimes I am lack of thoughts, I can hardly write even a
word. Reason? I’ve no idea. I feel I have nothing to say. Say something
about life? No, what can I say about such tedious life? God knows I’d
rather shut up than saying meaningless words. I am trying to find why I
have such thought, why I have no words to say. Now I have summed up a
possible conclusion, that is, I haven’t lived a real life till now, I
have very little experience of life. My experience is studying in
schools for many years and now working in a common company. Needless to
say, I must have nothing to say about such boring experience. This is
why my life is so blank.

I say to myself, I must create a new life, I will experience
something that is interesting. For example, traveling all over the
world, taking adventure in Africa, if possible, I’d like to see a war
outbreaking in Iraq or other places.  If I have honor to experience
such great scenes, my life won’t be tedious like this.

Oh, I must make some changes to my left life.

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