~* failure *~

** not that my Spankster is a failure. it's me. am i the only one that feels like just falling on the floor and crying like an infant when i can't pull off a certain shot that i have in mind? i've been pulling my hair out all day over a single shot. i've gone through over 70 takes of the same scene. they all suck. right now, i feel like just going to bed and staying there for a week. i was so excited this morning because this was going to be my 3rd secret shot. guess not, right? anyway, i apologize but i'll try to come up with something before the day is through. i'm really sad right now. =[ **

** update **
seems to be a little confusion. the shot i was trying to get over today didn't include ole Spankenstein. it was something altogether different. i just uploaded this one b/c i didn't have another one ready. none of my 3 cats would ever in a million years sit still for more than one or two shots. they DESPISE the camera. i have no clue why.... =] **