a wizard's sacred journey

Every wizard must make a sacred quest/journey to 'the other side' as a true right of passage and maturation of wizardry. If they're a good wizard and they survive that quest, they basically come back with 'the Christ heart' inside them; they're undefeatable. If they're a bad wizard, they become like Sauron or Sauraman. i can only give you fictional accounts because our true wizards have been hidden by the veils of historical obscurity or outright Satanic denial (he hides the good wizards of our past so that we have difficulty emulating them). But i believe Merlin was one he could not completely erase. Merlin truly existed and so did Arthur .. If you crave a factual account of Merlin, read The Crystal Cave by Mary Stewart.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Crystal_Cave
http://www.amazon.com/Crystal-Cave-Arthurian-Saga-Book/dp/0449911616

For those of you who Hate my essays, i promise to stop publishing with this one - IF each reader can promise two things:
download your own copy of https://www.msu.edu/~micheal/before-2012.pdf
 read it twice a day everyday: once when you first get up and once just before you sleep
download your own copy of https://www.msu.edu/~micheal/dcl.pdf
 and promise me you will show it to a 'scientist friend' (if you're not one yourself)

So again, i will stop publishing my essays (i will shut up) only on two conditions:
 you read before-2012.pdf twice a day with an open/clean heart, preferably morning and bedtime
 you show dcl.pdf to a scientist friend/acquaintance of yours as soon as possible
You can email them a copy or simply show them the link .. But i prefer a hard-copy handed to them physically - that way they cannot just delete the email or ignore the link. And please don't tell me "Sam, I don't know anybody like that." Everyone knows a 'scientist type'. Everyone. So this is your personal job as reader of this essay. This is the only task i will ever give you. This is the last essay i will publish.

Before i go, i want to tell you about my own sacred journey. i caught a glimpse of the portal in one vivid dream. i believe that portal is different for each wizard (where it is, what's behind it, and what we each experience). But if we survive, we come back as described above. Through my portal, i could see everything vibrating with life-energy and i mean Everything: the rocks, trees, bushes, people, even the air! i don't know if i caught a glimpse of the future where we Care about everything or if i simply saw our own reality with wizard's eyes.. i'll tell you when i come back (if i can survive my trial;). i just want to say one more thing before i begin my own 'wizard's journey': i has been an Honor just to 'brush sleeves' with each of you; i'm proud to know You .. May each of you find your own unique sacred path :) in true Love :) sam :)