Gangstalkers attacked my Baby
Trayvon Martins killing is not the first murder perpetrated by gangstalkers, in fact, gangstalkers seem to have no qualms about harming children, even while in the womb. Living in the capital of California presents certain challenges for Targets of gangstalking. Sacramento is saturated by SIGs that have insinuated themselves into power positions within the governement, and throughout the community, in order to create their version of social engineering. Every group needs a villan, and if they can't find one they'll create one, as they have to so many people in the region, this was demonstrated with great affect by the ADL spy scandal. Then there are the Fusion Centers that have sprung up since 9/11, concentrating themselves in Sacramento, demonstrating the fears the government has for our region. If you got listed by either entity here in Sacramento, then you will be fully aware of the harassment because they act with the obviousness and sense of impunity that characterizes all bullies. I have found, first hand, that when they Target one person, they Target the entire network and support system of that person. This attack has included numerous attacks on my unborn child.
A pregnancy can be complicated by any number of things, it is why pregnant women have so many restrictions. Avoid sick people, nutrition requirements and reduce stress. Government backed gangstalking is about destroying a person. And very often if the person doesn't self-destruct under the harassment, gangstalkers will use other methods to create the destruction. In my own life they have used injecting me with something that damaged my heart, torture, druggings rapes, hypnosis, etc to try to ruin my soul and they have used sleep deprivation, clean water deprivation and harassment to try to drive me to nervous break down. They failed. After I became pregnant my primary focus became, and still is, to care for my child.
Early on they told me this in person, sending in one of their thugs while I stood in line at a store check out, the thugs hostile glare set on my eyes, and turning directly towards me, pretending to talk on his cell phone he said, "This stuff doesn't stop when you are pregnant. She hasn't seen anything yet, this stuff really picks up." Most of the violent stuff had happened before I was pregnant. The only worse things they could do is harm or kill my baby or kill me, they had done everything else.
I noticed one thing about these animals, they like to make an exit. Towards the end of something is when they prefer to 'do their worst'. It's human nature, we remember how something ended in order to decide how we felt about it. Because of the survilance within my home, they knew I was pregnant before even my husband knew. John F. from the upstairs apartment, the guy from Sacramento city college administraion of justice department, commented on the pregnancy, in real time, as he shadowed me from room to room, even as I threw away the indicator, he was standing above me, making a racket and reacting to it. Those pigs couldn't wait to go through the dumpster to find out what the results were!
Being pregnant made me more cautious. And I did something I had never done before, I wrote Eric Holder. It was a desperate attempt to have someone objective re evaluate my listing. I told him the truth, that it appears the the police are harassing me and there doesn't seem to be a good enough reason for it because I am law abiding.
During my gangstalking I have documented what has happened several times, what I found is that they almost immeditely alter and delete all information that I put together. All and any information I put on the web get edited by them. For example, they hacked into my Yahoo account, and altered complete statements I made there. Their technology is that good, they have interupted videos, intercepted phone calls and emails, impersonated me on the computer and phone, even changed non-internet information I had on my computer. That is the reason why there hasn't been a great video documentary of gangstalking. They only show what they want seen, everything else is censored. Targets are used in snuff films, rape-pornography, That is what they did with a great deal of torture sessions that I survived. The documentation they leave out there is something that would be nearly impossible to trace back to the organizers. I suspect the men and women who raped and tortured me in 2010 weren't aware that they were being used as tools. The videos they made of the tortures, were demonstrations of their ability to use information for their benefit.
At about 16 weeks of pregnancy they got a group of people to beat us. It takes an amoral person to persecute someone that they don't know, it takes an evil person to beat a baby in the womb. And I knew, even during the beating, all video and witness testamony would be altered by law enforcement, they'd been doing that to me for years. I suspect they altered the video and submitted it to get me listed as a 'violent' person. The organizers at the Fusion centers were trying to cover their asses in case Eric Holder investigated them. Of course the other reason is because Targets like me are the gravy, we are the best ones to keep listed because we can be used for everything from Target practice, scapegoating, to scientific research and education for their students. Targets like me bring in untold thousands of dollars into the local Fusion Centers. They like Targets like me because we are stable, resilient, healthy and not violent, so they don't have to worry about mass shootings etc, as pay back.
Before, during and after the regular harassment continued. Tampering with the water, sleep deprivation, stalking. You can see how they managed to make sure that every basic need of my unborn child was being abused by them. I continued to care for and protect my child and my family as well as I could. Doing all that I could within my power to ensure safety and health. These are things most people take for granted, and you never realize how important they are until you have a group of extremely powerful people trying to make sure you and your family have neither health nor safety.
Just a couple months after I was picking up my Husband from his job and when we got home, our front door was left open. A sure sign of a break in. They hadn't left it open for very long because our cat hadn't escaped yet. Our cat will run away if the door is left open for more than a minute.
After experiencing the druggings and torture sessions of 2010 I worry every night about it happening again. Here is the problem, generally they control if a Target is semi-conscious or totally unconscious, so it may be hard to determine if you got drugged or not. And being on the 'violent person, EDP' list means that if you go into a hospital saying test me for drugging, you will not be taken seriously, I know I did this. They treated my like I was crazy and would not test for anything.
Every so often during the pregnancy there have been things- gaslighting- that made me uncertain if they had invaded my home or not. Unlocked bedroom door. Closet door that had been shut, got opened during the night, etc. Unexplained pains, and drugged feeling.
I am now just weeks from giving birth. And am reporting to you that on the night of
April 9, 2012 we got another break in. I woke up knowing something was wrong, I just had an overwhelming sensation that something was wrong, I had been violated, more importantly baby had been harmed. All over my chest was a mixture of kyjelly, sweat and maybe drool, I believe that occured during a medical procedure. I was lying on my back when I woke up, unheard of for me because it is painful for me to lie on my back, even while sleeping my body just lays to the side automatically. Then I realized I was getting tachycardia again. The Tachycardia started after the torture sessions in 2010, when they injected me, repeatedly, with something. Slowly, my heart recovered on its own. (I know the tachycardia isn't related to stress becasue even during the group beating, the tachycardia wasn't made worse didn't return or have changes. The tachycardia started after the injections.) On the 9th, I also woke up with pain. Pain where it seems that I got an injection in my glutous maximus, pain on the outer part of my vagina and pain and what looks like an injection mark over the baby in my womb. What did they do to my baby?
April 10th, 2012, another break in. I'm not sure what they did to us. I believe they most def drugged us. This is very serious to me, I won't even ingest a tylonol or use canned food while I'm pregnant, there are just very few mothers who are as careful as I am about this, so drugging me just is not healthy and an abuse of my child.
It is important information that I'm giving you. This article is a heads up to prospective mothers and fathers, this stuff can happen to your child too, esp if you are being harassed, or are being used for social engineering.