sipping together

It was around late 1998 when the day was going bit slow and the nights were darkest without a single ray of smile and Julia was asking herself that, when the sky is going to be clear so that she can take a breath......the suffocation was crossing the limit and she was alone there to feel it.Family was always there with Julia  her one younger sister, mom and dad...but beyond that it was very tough for her to discriminate that who is her friend and who is her enemy as few of them acted that way.No wonder every night she used to pray to god that she needs a life to survive,to dream ,to live it to the fullest....but alas!!!As all days are never same she searched in books,in paints, tried to contact old friends but all in vain.One morning an ANGEL appeared in her life ,He was Pure and an optimist.He was so full of life and thats what julia was craving for but she fell in love with this ANGEL in the first meeting when he came to her house carrying  some notes for her in his hand ,He was none other than her sister's Friend's Elder brother but she always tried to keep it a secret to herself .Julia's younger sister used to warn her to check her feelings so that she can not again put herself in some mess but Man proposes God disposes they both fell in love and realises that they are sipping the straw together...Every day every night by phone .meetings but in public ,few alone while they studies.....then they had major fight and they separated and julia got married ...she had one son with this man but still she was searching the same love as she had long back with this Angel and one fine morning after eight years she heard his voice in Radio and her eyes burst in to tears and she said herself yes this is it she was searching from long back and she told her mother about this and her mother gave her swear of her child that she is never going to contact him again ..she felt both her hands tied and moving ,but without wings and he was always in her thoughts never gone and yes love is always there and whenever she sipps any drink it's him sipping along in herself and always he will be there like this and she can not do anything but to wait for him till she is breathing 'cause she loves both her son and him equally.